Dear Allah I’m afraid to ask... →
Dear Allah
I’m afraid to ask because I’m afraid to receive it. I’m afraid to ask and not receive it. I’m afraid of absolutely nothing and everything at the same time. I want it but is it good for me? I don’t want it, but perhaps it can be. All these questions and indecisiveness, yet only you know what’s best for me.
So I place my trust in you to grant me that which is good for me. & if it is not, make me happy with the outcome and increase my patience.
You are my Creator and I as your creation, am in need of you. You provide the air I breathe, you allow my heart to beat. I am ever so reliant on you. I ask you for this. I ask you to make it good for me and I ask you to increase and place all my trust in You.
Ameen.
P.S; I am so afraid of getting what I asked for.
<3, me.
